I’m not a fan of concerts. Concerts have people. Lots of people.
Plus I couldn’t imagine the sound being anything short of bad. Why listen to live music through the screams of fans when I could listen to the perfectly edited version any time I wanted at home? Seemed like a waste…
The Magus, Or Celestial Intelligencer; Being a Complete System of Occult Philosophy
1801, first printing
From Rare Occult Books
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this cat lives in a show horse barn which is why it walks and runs that way
THIS CAT THINKS ITS A HORSE
If you ever date an asexual person be sure to get the specifics of their asexuality because the level of comfort with physical contact is different for all of us.
THIS IS SERIOUSLY IMPORTANT
honestly, this is so important though. at 18, i had been depressed for so long that i was afraid of what would happen if it were to get treatment. “if this part of me goes away, who am i? will i still be the same me?” i was legitimately afraid of getting help for myself. your depression may shape you, but it doesn’t define you.
i was afraid of what would happen if it were to get treatment. “if this part of me goes away, who am i? will i still be the same me?”
this is something i still struggle with through therapy.. in 2006 i was told i was depressed, and treated. it wasn’t until 2010 or so that i was re-evaluated and diagnosed with anxiety disorder, which was fueling my depression. once i found that out, i looked back on my life, even back to childhood, and so much made sense. so many actions and feelings… the anxiety has been with me since i was a little kid, and the depression most likely started after we moved in middle school.
i’ve been living with these my entire life. i’m seeing a therapist, i’m taking meds, but i’m still scared to fully let go of old habits and thinking. that’s who i am. who will i be without them? that thinking is so damaging, yet i can’t seem to let it go completely.. it’s one of my baby steps: whittle it down whenever i can. i am me. my depression and anxiety are just flavor text..